smashing pumpkins - daydream

Y 0 U
[ .01. ] first name:  chelsea
[ .02. ] middle name:  katrina
[ .03. ] last initial.  E
[ .04. ] nickname(s):  chels, chee, cheese, rolaids
[ .05. ] gender:  girl
[ .06. ] birthday:  may 23
[ .07. ] height:  5' 3"
[ .08. ] hair color:  my mom always called in dishwater blonde. not too attractive sounding, huh? 
[ .09. ] eye color:   brown
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nah. my eyes are perfect!
[ .011. ] do you have braces: nope. suckers..
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: medium. it'll be long someday, and then i'm gonna chop it all off!
[ .013. ] where were you born:  swedish hospital, wa. i actually have no idea what city it's in.
[ .014. ] current location:  federal way, wa
[ .015. ] zodiac sign:   gemini. if anything i say/do contradicts something else i said/did, i get to blame my zodiac sign!
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: english and an itty bit of german
[ .017. ] what language do you want to learn: portuguese.
[ .018. ] bad habits: ripping my fingernails.
[ .019. ] what piercings do you have: 3 in each ear, tongue 
[ .020. ] piercing you want:  2 cartilege each ear, those ones that go on that little flap in front of your ear, eyebrow, and maybe a 4th along on the bottom of my ears.
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: none... but i'm working on it.
[ .023. ] today:  friday
[ .024. ] today's date: july 23, 2004
[ .025. ] the time: 11:05 pm
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions:  you bet your sweet bippy i am.
F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: lillian
[ .028. ] father's name:  walter alan
[ .029. ] brother's name: brent and scott
[ .030. ] sister's name:  natch
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: becky
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: bill
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: ?! i guess i'd say grandpa walter. 'cause he's cranky and has a funny accent
[ .036. ] worst relative: brother scott. ick. 
[ .037. ] best relative:  cousin elaina. yay! she's cool!
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: yep! i love my parents. they're cool
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: brent and elaina, maybe
P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets:  yep!
[ .041. ] what are their names: peabody
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: smelly ass mutt. he sheds a lot and doesn't do much else
S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: one more year... and then off to college!
[ .044. ] did you drop out: not yet. maybe after a year or two of college
[ .045. ] current gpa: 3.something
[ .046. ] favorite grade: my C+ in precal. i worked hard for that!
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: stupid B+ in weight training. i actually did work hard for it. but no. i'm a girl. can't get an A if you have boobs.
[ .048. ] favorite teacher ever: Mrs. Kraft. i think that was her name. she was canadian. 
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: either weissman or endroedy
[ .050. ] favorite subject: english. it's easy.
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math. it's hard.
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: both. sometimes i get too lazy to ask for lunch money, other days i'm too lazy to grab an apple before school.
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team:  pft. hell no
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: i started crew. and then there's that job.[ .055. ] are/were you popular: nah.
[ .056. ] favorite dance you've been to in high school:  umm.. i guess the twin tolo when the germans were here.
[ .057. ] favorite memory: so many... anything from elaina's, being pulled around by a boat in crew today, and hanging with the lifeguards
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: waking up next to someone and being in love
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: that night i ran out of the garage at 3 am. or that other night with vodka and a hot tub.
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: when rob and russ walked in on me sitting in the laundry room.
F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] letter: i have to pick one? umm... s.
[ .062. ] shoes:  flip flops.
[ .063. ] saying(s): i have become comfortably numb
[ .064. ] TV show: nip/tuck. kids next door.
[ .065. ] sport:  crew!
[ .066. ] vegetable:  carrots, green beans, or broccoli
[ .067. ] fruit:  pears, apples
[ .068. ] movie:  suicide kings, lion king, lord of the rings... there are lots.
[ .069. ] magazine: cosmopolitan
[ .070. ] actor:  willum dafoe, brad pitt
[ .072. ] actress:  angelina jolie, winona ryder
[ .073. ] candy:  skittles and starburst
[ .074. ] gum:   winterfresh
[ .075. ] scent: wood smoke
[ .076. ] candy bar:  snickers
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor:  pralines and cream, with the caramel swirls too.
[ .079. ] season: summer!
[ .080. ] holiday:  kind of the same thing, y'know?
[ .081. ] band: oh god... don't make me choose. 90's grunge bands, old school rock bands (led zeppelin!), green day, rancid, tool, a perfect circle... i could go on.. but i won't
[ .082. ] singer: eddie vetter.
[ .083. ] group:  backstreet boys! or new kids on the block.
[ .084. ] rapper:  jay-z
[ .085. ] type of music: grunge, rock, punk, alternative... actually, almost anything, but not too much rap/hip hop/country/pop at once, i can't handle that.
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my bed. don't need anything else this time of year. just give me a mattress and i'm good to go.
[ .087. ] place to be: long beach, wa
[ .089. ] tv channel: cartoon network or comedy central
[ .090. ] junk food: pretzels or goldfish crackers
[ .091. ] overall food:  anything mexican
[ .092. ] store: al's music
[ .093. ] hangout: tuey's house
[ .094. ] fast food: taco time or wendy's
[ .095. ] restaurant: that one japanese restruant my dad took me to a while ago
[ .096. ] shape: circles
[ .097. ] time of day:  early morning
[ .098. ] country: not sure, they're all pretty messed up.
[ .099. ] state: washington, i guess.
[ .100. ] boys name:  michael, jacob, joseph, jack
[ .101. ] girls name: julia
[ .102. ] mall: supermall. it's all ghetto fantastic.
[ .103. ] video game: fusion frenzy, zelda (any version)
[ .104. ] shampoo: citre shine or the 97 cent suave
[ .105. ] board game: life, monopoly
[ .106. ] computer game: alice
[ .108. ] music video: hell if i know. i never watch them.
[ .109. ] swear word:  shit. i've been saying fuck a lot but i don't like it. i should stop.
[ .110. ] word: hemmorhoid
[ .111. ] month: july
[ .112. ] cartoon character: number 1
[ .113. ] scary movie: i haven't seen any good ones
[ .114. ] team: whatever swim team it was thats mascot was the pirates... they were cool.
[ .115. ] possession: my adidas gym bag and spandex shorts.
WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: those were the good ol' days  
[ .117. ] dog: you whore
[ .118. ] hot: dog
[ .119. ] britney spears:  why?
[ .120. ] nsync: backstreet boys are better.
[ .121. ] real world: i still haven't seen the seattle one. that's the only one i want to watch.
[ .122. ] orange: like the fruit or the color?
[ .123. ] choice: pro
[ .126. ] black: light.
[ .127. ] icq: that was lame
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: sounds familiar.
[ .129. ] linkin park: good, overplayed
[ .130. ] jack: and jill.
[ .131. ] rainbow: i saw one of those on a truck the other day. that means the person is gay.
[ .133. ] cucumber:  they taste good in sammiches
[ .134. ] shark: i wanna go shark diving!
[ .135. ] lifehouse: hanging by a moment here with you...
[ .136. ] bats: i watched batman the other day with my brothers.
[ .137. ] leather: hell yeah.
[ .138. ] whip: goes well with leather
[ .139. ] america: shitty, but where else would i go?
[ .140. ] water:  just add powdered powerade!
[ .141. ] volcano: i want to see that one in hawaii that's always erupting
T H i S - 0R - T H A T ?
[ .142. ] rock or rap:  rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: rock
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: rap
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: rock
[ .150. ] pop or metal: metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: awww i love 'em both, they're so cute... 
[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool! TOOL!
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: um? what the hell kind of choice is that? neither
[ .155. ] hot or cold: hot
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer!
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring... because summer's coming!
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: marilyn manson! hell yeah!
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage. i love them.
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: vh1. they have the i love the 70's/80's/90's
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: yeah... neither
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls! me 'n my mom watch it all the time 
[ .165. ] football or basketball: football
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding. just wish i knew how to do it
[ .169. ] black or white:  black
[ .170. ] orange or red:  red
[ .171. ] yellow or green:  green
[ .172. ] purple or pink:  pink
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: hot topic. maybe they're a wanna-be goth store, but it's better than wanna-be surf gear when there's no beach anywhere nearby worth going to
[ .175. ] inside or outside:  outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol, weed hasn't been sitting too well with me lately
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone... but not mine, mine is stupid
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen. one of those ballpoint bics
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: powerpuff girls! hell yeah, they're hardcoe!
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby. who else do you know has a dog that smokes weed?
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: dragonball. brent and i used to watch it every afternoon after school (nerds, i know)
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: both!
[ .184. ] prep or punk: i have no idea anymore
[ .185. ] slut or whore: whore. at least she's getting money for it
P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope. i'm a losergeek.
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: sorta, nothing serious
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: nope.
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: ha. hell no.
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: right, like i keep track
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: yeah let's not tell that story today
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: no clue. one or two i guess. 
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: one
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: jane says 'i've never been in love - no' she don't know what it is she only knows if someone wants her 'i only want 'em if they want me,...'
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: funny in the dumb way, muscular, definitely a manwhore... someone who it'll never happen with
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: nah. but maybe someday you'll see him in the news
[ .197. ] please post it if you do:  watch the news. college sports.
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yup. lots. 
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: try my website. http://groups.msn.com/skababy
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both. personality is great, but looks help
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yep
[ .202. ] are you still friends: talking to him right now
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: i've done it. not regularly.
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: sometimes, i'm not liking it a whole lot these days
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nah
[ .206. ] how about a little x: almost. but i didn't
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: there was this white powder i smoked with liz back in 9th... she still won't give me a straight answer what it was, but i was up for about 30 hours. and shrooms. those are cool. i want to do those again.
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: whatever kind the person i'm bumming them from smokes
W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: probably not
[ .216. ] sky dive: yeah, if i could get myself to jump out of the plane
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: aww yeah! 
[ .218. ] scuba dive: uh huh. any day
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yep!
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: 1 million? that's a lot. i'd consider it. depends how much 
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no. that is very, very wrong
[ .223. ] cross-dress: it's called being a tom boy. and yes, i would
[ .224. ] lie to the police: uhh... let's think about this one... yes
[ .225. ] run from the police: only if i knew i would get away
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: i try not to. these days it's more what i don't tell them that what i lie about
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: yup
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: hell yeah
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: dine 'n' dash. yeah, of course
[ .230. ] streak: college is going to be sooo fun
Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .232. ] known longest: jessika. or elaina, but she's my cousin, so i don't think she counts
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: brenda. evan.
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: brenda, evan, elaina, jessika, jon... oh i miss everyone
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: haha, never enough. i always want new friends. meeting new people is fun.
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: lots of people.
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: tuey, elaina
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': nah.
HAVE Y0U EVER::
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: mmhmm. yup
[ .260. ] been to michigan: naw. why would i want to?
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: i don't get caught
[ .263. ] skateboarded: yeah. i wasn't good at it though
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: no. but i will. you'll see
[ .265. ] stolen anything: used to be a huuuge klepto. but now i have a job
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my butt for making this so long:  not really. but i do think i should go to bed soon
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: you know, actually, i don't think i have
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: yep
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: not with friends. family, yeah, but those road trips suck
[ .275. ] been to a concert: lots! lots and lots
[ .276. ] been to another country: canada and mexico. not off the continent yet.
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: some adults piss me off. ... a lot of them do, actually
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: it wasn't my fault though, that was the cool thing
[ .280. ] broke a law: of course yeah.
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: steph's been a good influence on me that way
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: thought about it, never wanted to enough to try
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: that's what being the baby in the family teaches you
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nope. my brothers don't have hot friends
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways? haha, of course! man i am the worst cook. it's cool.
0 P I N I 0 N S
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: it's bad. very very bad. people need to play instruments, not use computer sounds
[ .288. ] about boy bands: they were cool back in the day. but i'm glad they've died out
[ .289. ] about flag burning: i don't see why it's such a big deal. it's just a flag. deal with it.
[ .291. ] about suicide: bad. you never know where your life will go. don't bail out just because things are bad at the moment
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: yeah, no, go away
[ .293. ] about abortion: it's a woman's right to choose whether to have a baby or not. but adoption programs are always the better way to go.
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music:  rock and metal are cool. not the heavy heavy stuff, but most of it's good.
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: 27... college graduate, living far away from washington in somewhere warm, hopefully in love, and i'll have a dog
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: tuey
W H A T D I D Y 0 0 H D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: nothing. went out to dinner with the parents
[ .298. ] yesterday: thursday? crew, then the supermall, then work, then sleep
[ .299. ] last weekend: you know... i really don't remember that far back
[ .300. ] christmas: got drunk at tuey's
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: pretty sure i got drunk at tuey's
[ .302. ] new year's: got drunk/stoned at a cabin in gig harbor
[ .303. ] halloween: went trick or treating and got stoned at brandon's
[.304. ] easter: church, and hell if i remember what else
[ .305. ] valentine's day: no idea, sorry
T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: granola bar
[ .307. ] thing you drank: diet pepsi, ewww
[ .308. ] thing you wore: shorts and tanktop
[ .309. ] place you went: work
[ .310. ] thing you got piereced: my tongue
[ .311. ] person you saw: my mom
[ .312. ] person you kissed: cole.. i think
[ .314. ] person you talked to: josh
[ .315. ] song you heard: jane's addiction - jane says
. : N 0 W : .
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing
[ .318. ] what are you wearing:  shorts and a tanktop
[ .319. ] any shoes on: nah
[ .320. ] hat: nah
[ .321. ] listening to: my fan. it's really loud.
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: i think josh died...
Yes or No
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: never, i love my meat.
[ .327. ] are you artistic: nope, not at all
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: course not. i'm not artistic
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: compared to some of the people on my crew team, yes. i guess i'm decent
[ .330. ] can you ski: i've done the water and snow versions, but neither since like... 8th grade
[ .331. ] are you british: pretty sure, no
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: that's old... but yeah
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: nah
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: of course! ohhh it looked so bad...
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: yup. mac and cheese is the best to experiment with.
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: no, but the guy who wrote it was on drugs.
[ .337. ] are you straight: yep. i like cock.
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: i'm slow of hearing and understanding
[.339. ] are you nice : sometimes
[ .340. ] are you naughty: actually, i can be a pretty good kid when i want to be
[ .341. ] are you short: yes (sigh..)
[ .342. ] are you tall: um. no.
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: hot pink and black striped spandex - whoo!
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: no... but i have teal spandex shorts!
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: some days. other days they just sit in the trees
[ .346. ] are you evil : no, i'm nice.
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: not while they had it, but yes.
[ .348. ] what time is it now:  12:40 am. time for bed now!

smashing pumpkins - thirty three

i got my briggs' Is This What You Believe? cd in the mail this morning! (well, last night, but i was too tired to look at mail then.) they messed up and sent me the wrong one last time, so this time i got a bunch of free stickers, patches, and pins too! i was psyched about it.
jack wasn't kidding. i do have an itty bitty tongue. when i went in to buy the tongue rings, i had no idea what sized ring i had in at the time. so i got the standard stuff. it's huge! i took out the one jack gave me and it's the half inch size. so these bigger ones feel all funky and big in my mouth. too bad about the no refund policy, but i don't mind. i'll just buy new ones when i get my next paycheck.
ahh crew was awesome today! instead of rowing our hearts out, we went into little america and swam around the whole time. michelle and i attacked janna's scull, then pushed alicia into the water. later we joined up with ellie in our lifejackets and did synchronized tow-roping. (ellie held onto our legs and christie pulled us around behind the coach's boat. we broke the little oar she'd tied the rope to.) so it was basically just a really cool, fun day. and i'm sun burnt. and after all the partying that goes down this weekend, michelle and i are going to go biking around point defiance, then have a crew party up at alki. i love it. i really do.

gorillaz - starshine

i have the funkiest tan lines you will ever see. unless you saw melissa rosenburger's half-tan in 7th grade.
whoa.. i just got distracted for about 20 minutes going through msn.com's fashion critiques. i don't care much about what's goin' on in hollywood, but for some reason i can't stay away from the pictures of their supposedly bad fashion choices. i actually like some of the stuff they're wearing... so i guess i shouldn't go into fashion, huh?
sooo then yesterday liz calls me up outta nowhere to give me my shirt back. i go over there and she's trying to be all buddy-buddy with me. i'm not impressed. she can say she was tired and going through a weird time when she was being all psycho-bitch, but personally i'm glad she did. because now that she's not an issue anymore, life is good! seriously, stress level is wayyy down ever since she stopped calling me up every day.
anyway, i'm out to go buy a new tongue ring and a plug, so maybe my parents won't notice it for a few more months (like.. 10?)

gorillaz - punk

well at least the sun was shining today! last night james asked "what the hell did you do to your leg??" and since then i've been noticing just how many cuts and scrapes i have all over. i'm like those little 9 year old boys whose knees are permanent scabs. so i messed up the cookies i made, not too badly but they are overdone. oh well. they're still good, sorta. liz called a little bit ago so i'm going to get my shirt back from her before i take off for work. blahh my schedule is endless routine, but i kind of like it. at least i know i'll always have something to do.

filter - take a picture

arghhh long day... long long long day.... crew was nice-ish, except the weather was shit and we kept getting sun, then clouds, then sun, then clouds... i wanted all sun, all the time. whatever. so then we had this awesome idea of an all-crew lunch, which would've worked, except alicia and i got stuck at a red light and lost the car train. so we ended up driving around south tacoma for about an hour trying to find the pinecone diner, calling whoever we knew who might have an idea, taking random roads and even trying 411. we got there eventually! first thing, i sit down and finally drink some water... and they'd put fake sweetener in it. 'cause they were bored while waiting for us. grr kids. ha, well, it was fun. so then i came home and showered and stuff, and by the time i was done, it was time for work! yippee! it wasn't all so bad. the kids were in good moods because we have one day left for this session! i'm exhausted just doing two days in a row, what with subbing for bryce and all... hell if i know how i'm going to manage four days a week for a whole session. annnd what else?
oooh right those stupid fucking motorcycle cops were sitting at the entrance to my neighborhood again. there were two chilling, one of them pulled out and pulled over the car right in front of me. there was a third cop who'd already pulled someone over. i hate cops, those pukers... them and their stupid speed traps. i'm just glad it's right at the entrance, because i'm always slowing down or accelerating when i come up to it.
one cool thing from the party on saturday. even though i'm embarassed to all hell about it, i guess rob really did think my drunken chatter was funny. he's been all cool and buddy-buddy ever since, which is awesome because (like i told him on saturday) i've been scared of him ever since i met him.
my mom bitched me out when i came home today after work. she got really angry about the water bottle i bought with her credit card, and yelled at me for about 15 minutes about how i need to be more responsible and let her know what i'm up to. so now i have to write down my work schedule for her and call her if i'm going to be home past 10 (which is what... every night practically??) i got out of there as fast as i could, but i came back maybe 5 minutes later because i'd forgotten something. she'd already gone to bed and brent was like "wow, she just burst all over the place at you didn't she?" with sound effects. it made me smile, knowing that he'd noticed the out-of-nowhere-ness of it all.
ryan got his tongue pierced! yeah! and emily's getting her's done next week. i started a trend. i am so cool.

that dog - minneapolis

i was at the jabberjaw
cutest boy i ever saw
he was standing behind me
he was such a dream.
he kept looking right my way
i wanna see him every day
randy told me where he lives
in minneapolis
 
hung around till closing time
i wanna make him mine all mine
told my friends i want to leave
but they embarrassed me
 
i took out my keys for my car
walked down the street--not very far
he came running after me
he saw me at the entry
 
minneapolis
minneapolis
minneapolis
minneapolis
minneapolis
minneapolis
minneap...
 
he said, "i heard you ask about me"
and i responded "yes" quietly
he said, "i'm leaving on wednesday
come see me when Low plays"
 
so i went to see him again
he should be my new best friend
running so romantically
down the street for me.
 
so he said he'd write or call
cuz i'd be touring in the fall
he said he wanted me to move
but that just won't do
to minneapolis
 
we are starting to get wayyy better. back in the day, we'd all try to row and the boat would tip all over the place, oars hitting each other, people catching crabs left and right, everyone panicing and trying to not fall out, let alone focus on rowing. now we're all feathering and moving in synch... the only problem is conner being the coxswain. the kid's cool and all, and yeah he's small enough for it, but he's just not very good at it.
i burned this awesome cd last night, full of pumped-up feel good music. and of course now i'm addicted to burning cd's. now i know why so many people do it!

marilyn manson - this is the new shit

okay... this is just getting sad now... last night at chris's, i tripped on his deck and did a faceplant into the wood. i've got this pretty scrape across my cheek, right by my eye.. i look like i got in a real hardcore fight. my parents haven't asked about it. what?! is this some kind of reverse psychology - say nothing about the weird shit i do, and i'll stop? 'cause it's not going to work. all it'll do is convince me that they couldn't care less what i do to myself, and i'm going to embrace that freedom. but seriously. your kid comes home all scraped up from supposedly sleeping over at her best friend's house. wouldn't you be a little curious about how it happened?
well, whatever. last night was fun, although i'm not going to down a bottle of rum between me, tuey and brandon ever again. they might be able to handle it okay, but i was gone for a very very long time.