very first job interview today... very scary stuff. 7 applicants, 2 positions, doesn't look good for me... whatever, we'll see! i'll know by the end of next week.
other than that... well... school's finally over! not officially, but there's no more work to do. i can't save or lose any grades. it's all safe and i can do nothing monday and tuesday. joey was at school today! crazy! he still looks like himself, still acts like himself, but i forgot who his friends were. he's still a great, amazing, wonderful guy. but it doesn't look like i'll be hanging out with him much while he's here.
ryan's here! he's back! ahhh happy exciting times! haven't seen or heard from him yet, but i'm not expecting to until later this weekend or monday.

oh man... 8:30 tomorrow... you have no idea! this is so incredibly wonderfully great!
other than that... today.. um... i don't know? i'm pretty sure stuff happened. but i've forgotten it all 'cause i'm so excited!
he's bringing me a pipe! and not a stupid ceramic one from mexico that will break. he's bringing me a real one. and huge ass baggy raver pants. and and and i'm so happy!

ha! i pierced my ears today!
i guess i was a pain wuss back in 9th grade. it was torture when liz did it to me. but today i just stood in the bathroom and punched the needle through - voila! new holes! once i get more earrings i'm gonna go crazy and do a bunch.

holy... oh wow, i almost died today! went over to brandon's after school (josh picked me and liz up along the way, i love him!). was talking to terry about his bleached hair. gave him crap about it, told him to dye it. got a liiittle carried away and tried to color his hair with a sharpie. not smart. he tweaked out and tackled me to the ground and i swear he was going to start beating me up. he stopped and just walked away though. and after a little bit i talked to him and he says it's okay... he laughed when i said he scared the shit out of me, that i thought he was going to hurt me. he seemed okay. but still. scariest moment of my life. at first i thought he was just joking around about it... but.. well, obviously not. so. yeah. a 21 year old guy almost killed me and then joked around with me about brad pitt. nice.
other than that! i've got a 3.93 GPA, and my first job ever's probably going to be a janitor. this is going to sound weird, but work with me. i described jack a while ago on this thing. my janitor job is like... on my way to being like jack. you know, with all the weird past jobs and stuff. ... well, it's important to me, no matter how dumb it is.

well. today wasn't too bad.
made cookies with liz, spent a while wandering around her couldesack asking people for chocolate chips. got an interview at the aquatic center, and signed up for the first aid/cpr classes that i'll need. janitorial work.. yippee... oh well, it's a job, and it'll be air conditioned. if i get it.
umm other than that, my family's lazy, we can't even finish watching a movie. but then again, it was pretty bad... so whatever.

i really, really need to get out of the house more. it's going to my head.
this weekend was a complete waste. i'm disgusted with myself.
i really need to get my film from last summer developed.

whoops. missed today.
it was hotter than hell today. i thought i was going to die.
michelle cancelled at the last minute tonight, so i found myself hot, wired, and with nothing to do. rented movies, started watching lock, stock, and two smoking barrels, dan called and saved me and i spent the evening over at his house playing video games and watching the emporer's club.
scott came home for a little bit today, stopped to pick up some things while he moved into his apartment. there was this whole huge nasty stressful ordeal with the car breaking down and my dad trying to go find him. i tried to stay out of it, my parents seemed ready to kill someone.
other than that, huh, pretty boring day. spent some time talking to josh, not a lot, but yeah, it's still cool. and evan might have a girlfriend soon! she's really pretty, i swear i recognize her from somewhere but i don't know her. anyway. yeah. bed time maybe.