smashing pumpkins - disarm

here's a quick update:
went to tuey's for christmas dinner yesterday. ended up getting shitfaced and talking to michael on the phone for about 3 hours. don't remember too clearly all i said... hopefully nothing exceptionally embarassing. well, since i get more philosophical than anything else, i probably just rambled for a long while. no harm done, i hope.
this morning, little hungover but nothing that killed me. i haven't actually been feeling very good all day - while we were driving around, at best buy especially, i felt carsick. wandering around best buy was pretty sad, i felt like sitting down and not moving, i was all hot and gross... so i was just kinda dragging my purse around and wandering aimlessly. i bought final fantasy 7 though! (i'm online to find a walkthrough to help me past this one part.)
big surprise, we all went to wendy's. best part was when brandon started cawing at the seagulls, trying to make them go away. then i had to go to a dinner with my grandpa, which wasn't bad. i enjoyed myself, being all dressed up and feeling adult-ish. i chugged about 3 or 4 cups of coffee, black. headache's gone, but still not feeling very good stomach-wise, i've eaten more today than i did all week.
i miss elaina's already, in case you were wondering.
tomorrow i get to clean, and hopefully reorganize my room, if i can get started on it. can't wait for my paycheck on the 5th! i really really really want a playstation 2, and i'm probably going to go out and buy one once i get my paycheck.
other than that, life's good. take care.