autopilot off - spring training

urgh! this has been a long, long day. much too long. right now i've got one of those tired/stress headaches that just gently throbs your entire skull.
um, what happened... lots of tests and such, and studying in between. everything seemed a little disconnected at school... which, sadly, changed when i got to work. how bad is it, that i feel out of place at school, and right at home at work? and at home.. i just feel tired. listless.
after school, man, it was hilarious. i walked up to steph's car, and she was loading the trunk full of backpacks, the stuffed elephant, and a cooler?! i thought we were going camping or something! i was so excited... but no, it was just something for luke and brandon to smoke out of.
so we drove to brandon's, and liz and i sat in the car with luke while steph had a little chat with brandon. um... i'm worried about that.
steph drove us to my house, and she was laughing and joking and all like normal, so i think she was okay. i hope she was.
work was... surprisingly not so bad. all the people i know weren't there, all the people that get me in trouble were. fortunately, bryce was there, so i finally met him 'n we sat and did crossword puzzles (i know! it sounds so pathetic but it was actually kinda fun) and ate teriyaki. after it was all done, nate was there (some of his friends were working) so i talked to him, a little. my dad picked me up and i just feel dead... i need sleep.