fear - i love livin' in the city



lizzy! my most schizo friendship ever. one day we hate each other, one day we love each other, the next one of us is crying while the other one yells. i have so much fun with this girl!
today was absolutely no exception. come home and the first thing she does is take a shower while i write up my grocery shopping list. i dropped her off at jason's and did some chore stuff, like cleaning the kitchen. you know. that stuff.
my mom just came in and thanked me profusely for several minutes for doing that. she loves me, she really loves me!
5 o'clock-ish, i went back to jason's, to watch their band practice! and they are very good, except their second guitarist wasn't there and it was a little odd. but they were still good, so it was cool.
however! now here is the very funny part. all these guys were cool, i'd hang out with them any ol' day. but liz, she always has to be involved in things, you know? she has to be the one to get all the credit, she has to be responsible for everything good. this can be very, VERY irritating. in fact, there hasn't been a case yet when it hasn't been a pain in the ass.
anyway. she tried to hook me up with the bassist. siiiigh. i'm sure he's nice and all but he's just... not right? it's the charisma, personality and stuff that grabs my attention more than anything else and this guy was kinda shy, didn't add much to the conversations. so. it was a dud and it made things a little awkward.
also, every person in the room lit up about half an hour after i got there, so i reek of cigarette smoke. i don't like cigarettes. and while i can handle other people doing it, it was just... weird. being the only one just sitting there. it reminded me of the days when i used to smoke (8th, 9th) and i realized more than ever that i was really dumb to ever think it was something i wanted to do.
anyway, other than that! wednesday's are now our days, band practice days, for me and liz to hang out and to meet the band and their friends and just sit around listening to them play half the time, and then jason's mp3's the rest of the time.
i did something very, very bad today. i'm sorry. see, jason didn't want all the hamsters he has anymore. he had, what, 7? anyway. liz and i released them into the wild. we kinda figured they'd like getting back to their roots, right? well, i feel like scum for it, even though it's hilariously funny(!) at the same time. so feel free to hit me or hug me tomorrow, whichever you think is the appropriate reaction to this little event.
sooo yeah that's about it! i bought lots of food today at the store, bulk-type things, like macaroni and ramen and soup. right now i'm gonna go eat some pears, though.