jewish gangster mix

i really don't know what to say. really, my big complaint can't be written about in here. i can sort of generalize about it, though. i guess.
i can't write about "the issue" in here. and the reason why i can't is another issue. i can't write about it because i don't want to hurt this person. (let's just call this person t-bone) t-bone is very close to me. t-bone, the bonester, reads this thing when they get the chance. t-bone is also very sensitive to what i say about them. and so even though i might be extremely annoyed with the bonester's very presence in my life right now, i can't say anything or act on it in any way because i would feel terrible, scheusslich for causing them any kind of hurt. i don't want to offend them. i don't want t-bone to be mad at me, either. so i just sit and twiddle my thumbs and wait for something to change.
and this is what i do for every person i care about, when i have a problem with something about them. i don't say a word (to them). i just wait... and wait... and wait. and when it gets to be too big to ignore, i bust out of nowhere with all this pent-up frustration and it's usually not good. i don't yell or anything... but it usually hurts the person worse than if i'd just said something in the first place.
oh, and tuey. t-bone is not you, even though i look back and it sounds like it should be (bonester, tuester... yeah)