hot water music - trademark

you see, yesterday i knew i should've put something up because i knew once i went to get cole, i wouldn't do jack. and i was right.
so yesterday was pretty damn cool! i drove up to shoreline to pick up cole, and i dunno, i think the coolest part was standing in his kitchen, his mom with her groceries, cole grabbing his stuff, and me eating the rest of his chinese food. i can't really describe the effect that had on me. it was just... it was another one of those moments. i used to have so many, especially during the summer, but lately with all the stress and the responsibility and worry and anger, i've somehow blocked out these little moments in life where i can pause and just say, "hey, this is neat." anyway, then we drove back, stopping at southcenter first to get 12 guage earrings for cole, and an application and poster for moi. then we came to my house, where we played video games for a long while. then we got jeff and came back and played more video games, and sat around my room and in the living room and just... chilled. it was nice.
so then we all went to tuey's and watched 28 days later. good movie. gorey and violent and just plain creepy. ordered pizza and decided we'd all crash at tuey's for the night. it's kinda sad though, i passed out at midnight. i was tired. the other kids had a grand ol' time until about 4 am before they all conked out.
this morning i woke up all alone... made me kinda sad 'cause last time i spent the night at steph's i fell asleep and woke up next to jeff. oh well, later we sat in meghan's bed 'n talked 'n kinda slept but kinda didn't. i had another moment then. with my face smushed into the pillow, arm wrapped around his chest and he actually fell asleep. i was watching him with one eye and the "sun" was coming in through the windows and there weren't any sheets on meghan's bed. so... after a while, i went downstairs and played tetris. umm... and yeah. came home around noon, drove cole to the bus stop 'cause i couldn't drive him up to shoreline and get back in time to get ready for work. so all day i just kinda bummed around and then went to work, which sucks ass. i had to mop bleachers. i hate the bleachers. hopefully i still have good luck with finding jobs and i won't have to be there for much longer.
now i'm home and i made tomato soup and grilled cheese sammiches - yum!!!! and i just ate a can of pears and i'm ready to finally maybe start my homework, though i doubt i will.