autopilot off - pills and smoke

ohhh, let's see... not much to say about anything today. i feel like playing in the rain. putting on some big boots and going splashing around in the puddles. i want to find a big patch of mud and squish around in it. i want to go puddle jumping! unfortunately, there aren't any big fields of water-logged grass nearby, or construction... wait... there is a construction site nearby! i just don't feel like walking that far to play in the mud. my feet hurt.