fenix tx - tear jerker

heya kids! oh wow, today was great, really. here's the rundown! with it just being me and my mom all alone in the house again, things are running much smoother. we get along great, laugh and giggle and just.. have fun in the all-girl house. this morning i drove us to school and she took the car away to work. still fun, though, getting up in the cold morning and getting ready and just.. yeah. at school, it kinda sucked until third period, weight training! i've been looking forward to getting up off my ass all summer, and it was everything i was hoping. i got that burst of energy i always get, and it just felt great! so i lifted weights and ran and after, i wanted to die. well not really, but i was so exhausted... and it was amazingly cool. i just kinda dropped my stuff and crashed against a wall, and barely got up the rest of lunch. but people came to us! it was mostly me, liz, and donovan, but jeff came over later 'n we had a buncha people stop by to chat. and it.. it was wonderful, i don't know how to describe it.
after lunch i went to history, and jon was waiting for me. now don't get me wrong, i love the boy. but he's gotten really clingy since i started dating jeff and i don't like it very much. jeff's the one i want hugging me and walking around with his arms around me.. not jon. jon was talking about how liz is trying to convince him to go out with rai. and he was saying, he likes her a lot and all, but he just doesn't like her in that way, that it's not something he wants to try at all. and i was like, yeah jon, i know exactly how you feel... HINT HINT. oh well. i'll talk to him about it if it gets worse.
after school jeff came over, ooh la la! haha. it was great. we sat in a little corner in the den and talked, watched tv, just had fun.. i made a pizza and as i was taking it out of the oven, same way i always do it... it fell off and landed face down on the ground. so i dusted it off, put some pre-shredded cheese on top and it was good to go! so eventually we started bitching about weight training and how tired we were and such, so we went up to my room to take a nap. and yeah! we looked at the clock two hours later and we were like, oh wow, how'd that happen? and just... yeah. i like jeff. i really really like him. i was telling chris earlier, how all that shit from last year still hurts when i'm around certain people. but jeff makes me feel better. he doesn't even know, but just being around him makes me forget and just be happy with the way things worked out.