ataris - in this diary

well, today sort of sucked, and then it turned into another one of those summer nights. first, tuey and brandon and cole and brenda all came by, to pick up cole's cd before they dropped him off at the bus. he was knocking at the door and my music was up loud so i barely heard him. and while i was opening the door tuey walked in through my garage. i love her... she's my only friend who has enough confidance to just walk in. i encourage everyone to do it.. but only she does.. so yeah.
after that it got kinda boring again and i started missing elaina. but that didn't last too long 'cause aaron and josh picked me up and we went to celebration park with this girl josh likes, megan, and evan. they tossed around a football, evan and i soaked each other with water, and we hung out on evan's... suv/jeep thing. whatever it is. so then we went to redondo, and megan and i ran under the boardwalk and got completely soaked. evan and i both ran into people and spent a lot of time making fun of josh. on our way home evan 'n i stopped at qfc (he was hungry). so we got food and sat at one of the tables in the deli, and ate our food in the practically deserted qfc. it was really cool. (me and my rose tinted lenses.) and then i came home. and here i am. it was... a really, really good night. i don't spend enough time with the guys anymore. i want to change that. the thing is, we've got different interests. yeah, nights like these can still happen. but there's still this.. gap, between us, because i'm not opposed to drinking and smoking. well, whatever. i still love them, and they haven't had too big of a problem with me yet.
i really, really hope i have more nights like this this summer. calm, uneventful, innocent, and unbelievably fun.