blind melon - deserted

okay, so i found someone to give away posters to, and then i forgot to actually give her the posters. smart one.
this feels soooo good right now. i have the huge white standing fan right next to me, just this nice cool breeze blowing steadily across me and my room. i feel like a goddess. it's wonderful.
i need to mail this stupid letter! it's been sitting here for almost a month now. will the person on the other side just assume it got lost in the us postal system? i hope so.
the smell of cigarettes was wafting up through my open window a few minutes ago. it was comforting, thinking of scott down outside with his mug of whatever, smoking and thinking his intellectual thoughts. it's intimidating to have a brother as smart as him. sorry, but i just don't spend a lot of time thinking about the future ramifications of voluntary paid sterilization for drug addicts.
but brent is coming home within a week from now! i am completely pysched about this. summer will officially start for me the second he walks in that door. there'll be sibling bonding over games of pool and other recreational activities. not to mention how much his college stories will have me going insane for freedom of my own.