coheed and cambria - devil in jersey city

ahh, another day spent at the library. this is getting out of hand! i'm actually doing homework the day i get it, rather than the night before it's due. crazy, man. crazy.
hey, i feel better than i did yesterday! i guess sleeping early and the nice dreams paid off. also, i got sixth in marketing management - on to state i go!
you know, though, right now i really feel like i don't have any kind of life of my own. i have liz and tuey. and that's pretty much it - i rarely see anyone else, and if i do, it's because i circumstantially ran into them at one place or another. i mean heck, when i found out about going to state, the first thing i thought was "oh man i can't wait to tell my mom!" haha, she was right! i am regressing after all! i'm like a little kid who's highlight of the day is coming home and telling mom how it went.
but tommy's party is this saturday, so hopefully that will pull me completely out of this funk and into a better mood. i think i have seasonal depression, only it's more like, when it gets dark out i feel icky. i love the night, but if i can't see the stars and it's all wet outside, i just feel down.
anyway, enough about that, because i don't feel bad right now. i feel good. i feel like i'm back on top of things, instead of struggling desperately to keep up.