third eye blind - deep inside of you

man. tuey has her goo goo dolls. i have my third eye blind. i missed the blue cd. now that it's back (after what, 3 years??) i can't stop listening to it.
agoraphobia: abnormal fear of being helpless in an embarrassing or unescapable situation that is characterized especially by the avoidance of open or public places.
i'm supposed to be watching wings of desire right now.. but honestly i keep getting distracted too easily to do anything for more than a few minutes. i'm thinking i'm going to make a rag bag (don't confuse it with the ones from work!). i'm going to fill it with scraps of clothing to patch up my purse with. or maybe make things out of. who knows?
oh so! stupid story of the day: liz and i jumped into steel lake! mid-january, yep. there were patches that were frozen over. tuey was awesome and took a bunch of pictures for us. so, we're running around in bathing suits, and there's this couple standing on the dock layered up in puffy jackets, scarves, gloves, looking out at the water. the contrast between our clothing and theirs was hilarious! so we jumped. and it was cold. and we were numb after. bobby took off running with our towels (that bastard!), so i'm trying to catch up to him, but i know it's bad when i'm running barefoot on frozen, rock-hard sand and can't even feel it. so eventually bobby gives me my towel.. and it really didn't make much difference. tuey tried rubbing some feeling back into my arms, and it was this weird disconnected feeling where i could feel all the little fibers scratching against my skin, but it didn't make any difference. later ellie had to have her parents pull a shard of glass out of her foot.