eels - susan's house

work: amy got me a bunch of towels from the laundry room! so i walked around in what i called an egyptian outfit, but really, i just had a towel wrapped around my waist and another under the arms and over the boobs (it sounds like a rhyme to teach kids how to tie their shoes...)
i thought about the contrast between mothers and little girls. moms are large, but they're moms, so it's okay if they're not "attractive". they've got their kids to worry about. little girls are tiny, the same towel that barely makes its way around a mom completely envelopes their kid.
eyes are hurting from chlorine. bryce says i'm his hero. froze my ass off for 3 hours!!! now i'm tired and all worn out but i'm going to be up way late no matter what. and this weekend is going to be crazy!
i've been thinking about this weekend endlessly. from mundane things, like to shave my legs or no, to scary stuff like what if something goes wrong and things get out of control and bad things happen? ugh. i hate thinking about the future. i'm optimistic, but at the same time, i'm always thinking about how it could go wrong. how i could screw up and what the worst thing to happen might be. what if i trip and break my leg? become paralyzed? it's entirely possible, when you think about how often i fall down the stairs.

edit! 30 minutes later. i called this weekend going wrong. well not really. i'm just not going down to my cousin's anymore. but it's all good, it just means more time to spend with my friends here.
and check this out! you might remember a while back, i was bitching about the stickers. today's a good day now.