hot water music - remedy

it's been crossing my mind a lot, but i haven't really thought about it in full. brian will be back for a week or two, late august. now... brian's great. he's one of the original guys from the neighborhood. i actually liked him more than any of the others, but then he moved. i don't know what it's going to be like when he's back here. supposedly it'll be great, i mean i'll finally have my crazy guy to run around and do shit with at 3 am. but then other times i think about it negatively. i like the way i've got things settled down, at least in theory. and brian coming back might influence me to start acting like i did back in january-march, when i thought i liked what i was doing but really hated myself.
but whatever happens, i'll be glad to have the aussie boy back.