i saw michael today...
now, don't get any ideas here. i've been talking to kate a little bit lately, michael too, and she's been talking about them coming to see me at work soon. today wasn't supposed to be it. first of all, i've been living in the same clothes since about 5 months ago. so, for something new, i decided to wear my goodwill sweatshirt out in public for the first time, ever, since i bought it. i looked like shit, okay? the only good part was my lifeguard hat. anyway josh and i went to go visit evan at qfc. bought jones soda and all. went to go get gas, and guess who was at the pump next to us? kim, kate, michael, and andrew. so yeah it was great to see kate again! hah... and awkward to see michael because, you know me, i don't do that whole... after, thing, very well. give me a couple more meetings and i'll be fine, but that was the first time since i broke up with him. it shouldn't be weird, you know? but i'm finally feeling like i'm missing out on something, and then... this. no second thoughts, no worries about that. i just wish i had something.