drinking glue died on me. i don't know how. it just did. so now i can't use it, but it's still there. hm. long weekend for me. i went up to camp thunderbird for counselor training. it was hell, it was torture, i loved every minute of it. i am so excited to be a counselor in a few weeks. ever since gilead, i've wanted to be a counselor. i just couldn't imagine giving up a summer. this is perfect. a week off school, and i don't have to pay anything. the kids will love me. i can be crazy, i can be enthusiastic, and i will be cool. i'm going to bring some snacks for a party friday night, very discreet, very hush-hush. anyway, just this weekend was great. a bunch of high-schoolers running around acting like 6th graders, how much better can it get? we'll see. the week should be really interesting. i better get to go in february or i will be mad. hm. other news? well, i've gotten in lots of trouble over the past month. things are starting to calm down. new semester coming up, i'm really happy with my schedule, and satisfied with the people in my classes. well, except i'm not in history with sean anymore, english with kate, or sculpture with nick. it makes me sad. oh well, c'est la vie. that is how it goes, right?
i've been thinking a lot lately. entries aren't any fun to read unless the person bares their soul and talks about everything that matters to them. but... that's the problem. people do read these. so why would i want to open myself up for judgement?
ugh. everyone always makes fun of camp thunderbird. but you know, it's a really good experience. it's really going to build up my self-assurance. with just two days, i'm already taking more risks. i'm already doing things that i wouldn't normally. which is cool.
i don't have much emotional, touchy-feely stuff to talk about right now. but if i ever do, i will, i promise.